One of those days...09.16.2009"Have you ever just had one of those days? Where maybe nothing bad actually happened, yet you couldn't get your mind off of something, whether it be the stress with school or even current or past relationships with people. Well today, I had one of those days. Though it was a busy day, there was just so many things running through my head. School is extremely busy right now, not to mention working, and well cheerleading hasn't even started yet, so I'm having a hard time figuring it out whether I will be able to balance all of this stuff going on, and trying to worry about personal relationships with others, relating directly to my friends.
The day was absolutely beautiful outside. Not a cloud in the sky, but still, when your mind isn't there, then it doesn't matter what the weather is like, you are still going to have whatever you are thinking about, lingering above in your head. When it got to doing homework, I couldn't focus on anything. Frustration, anger, stress, sadness, all balled up in my head caused me to not be able to concentrate. So I did something I had never done before. I went on a late night run.
When I say run, I'm not talking a little jog around the block. I had to get rid of whatever was bothering me, so I ran around campus. I kept going, pushing myself, hearing my heart beat faster and harder, the sweat dripping down my face, the pain in my legs.... as I thought ""keep going, keep going"". Thirty-six minutes later, my run concluded. Though things still lingered in my mind, I felt better. Wiped out, I took a quick shower and now here I am. But as I said, it is getting late, so I should get some sleep. Big, busy day tomorrow.
Anyways, I hope everybody's week is going great so far. The weekend is coming up, at least that's what I keep telling myself.
As always be safe and make good choices!"